Thursday 7 January 2010

T.T

之前一直提醒自己,结果是怎样,都不能有太大的情绪!
因为第一次就过的可能性真的很小很小!

刚刚检查几天没有检查的student mail。。。
结果是不乐观的~~

我没有通过~
那股感觉。。。不是伤心~而是。。。。
有点想放弃~
我很拼命咧~
我不知道第二次、第三次、还有许多的无数
我还是否有第一次这份冲劲?!

需要多久的时间我才能站回起来?
我不能放弃!
可是。。。自己心里在矛盾,
是否应该为找不到placement 而铺一条后路?
又深怕这样子一想,回让自己产生负面的想法。。。
secret 的力量。。。就会吸引负面的东西?!

我不要成为第一次跌倒,就站不起来的人!!!

My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

6 comments:

  1. 别这样吧...坚强一点...
    不是每个人第一次就会成功啊...
    为自己铺定后路也是好的...
    就让自己多一个选择咯...
    一起加油吧...

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  2. 儿子儿子~~
    真正强的人只是会在不断的跌倒之后爬起来~
    加油噢~1000个人拒绝你,总会有一个人接受的~
    不怕不怕~豁出去的努力吧~~~^^

    加油~
    送你 苹果一箱~

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  3. Do you believe that everything happens for good? It might not be the way you wish it to be at that particular moment, but who knows when you look bad you'd be glad that it happened that way? I didn't know what to say yesterday, although I knew you were probably frowning over it. Just, don't give up! It's all these things which make you stronger and help you grow isn't it. We all will grow together in this foreign land, jia you jia you!!!

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  4. i n ho ma will always support u !

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  5. 有我们在撑着你!!! 你跌倒后我们就把你扶起来!!!
    加油加油加油!!!

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  6. darling~~~
    don worry u can find me easily now since our time zone is so near. i can online liao leh XD

    but i dunno if i can online when i change room...hopefully i can la~~

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